LeeLeeLily

Rah, i need to work on more stuff.  I am so slow.

So, i'm in class, supposed to be doing homework.  My feet are so fucking cold.  My legs are tingly from the knee down, erg.  And my arms are kind of tingly too... My circulation is so bad.  All winter my feet turn white, and when i put then in warm water they turn this blckish color and then slowly turn to purple then red.  It sucks.  Recently my blood has been all thick and dark and sticky.  I get a cut and instead of bleeding all over the place, dark purply red globdules form allong the cut.  I can poke then and it doesn't even couse then to run or anything.  Eventually they just harden into a scab.  I am probobly allegic to something new.

waaaaaaaaa, i don't want to go to school.  The only good thing is art and science.  Everything else is crap.  luckily i only have about a month left... I can't beleive i put up with school this long.  I really really hope i don't just put up with the rest of my life.  I want it to be very enjoyable.  You know, like when you look forward to waking up in the morning.  I don't think i have ever had that feeling for more than a day.  Erg, life isn't bad, but it would rock if it were better.  Hopefully nursing school will be cool. I love learning science stuff! ^_^ PS.  i went to the 4x5 show awards ceremony thing last night.  I got a cool plaque